Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Been so Long, please forgive me

It is now 5 months since my surgery. I have had my 2nd fill on the 13th of Feb. I am learning the ropes of how it is to eat all over again. Some foods that passed ok before, don't pass now. Getting sick was always the grossest thing for me, and sometimes I can't help it now.
I chew chew and chew.................because I don't want to have to deal with getting stuck. Oh I heard how painful that can be.

My family has been awesome. I can't believe that I am in a size 16 already. It feels good to slip them on and know I don't look 1/2 bad. Forgetting what I used to look like will not be hard, as I have pictures of me all over the place. I pray that my daughter never goes though this heart ache. I can't bare to imagine her being made fun of, and feeling like no one understands.

I am grateful I can put down my feelings, and express them to anyone who might be going through this themselves.

My prayers are with anyone making this decision. May you make the right one! God Bless

1 comment:

  1. You are doing a great job I to have had the Lap Band Surgery in June of 2008. I started weighing 248lbs and now I am 194lbs so over 50lbs I have lost but now lately I have been depressed feeling like nothing about me has changed. I mean yes my clothes fit better I was wearing a size eighteen and now I am wearing a twelve on a good day but when I look at myself in the mirror its almost as if I want to just burst into tears and I cant understand why. Of course my husband tells me that I look great but thats what husbands do. I just feel so down.

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